Despair - rage - frustratio
In my life there were 4 men whom I loved. I simply can't let in other anybody on their places. It is necessary to recognise all fatality of this situation. Alpha-female.
Let my friends write books and stories about me for their children. Because with someone's real example they need to tell about the person who has decayed in loneliness, success, in work and activity, and without having found out about family happiness.